The colour stars....

The coloured stars made their presence known by thundering in the sky.
Unlike the usual drum of thunders,this one sure bring alot of excitement and attention to it.
Most people would turn their heads to the source and many rushed to get a better view.

Short lived,that's how beautiful things are.

Yet they didnt cheer me up.
Nor did I take a good look at them.

All THANKS to my b-r-o-t-h-e-r.

Till this point,I really have no idea how much more do I love this brother of mine.

It was only recently that he had my mum to send over 300 POUNDS.

And I got the message telling me that this will be the LAST time coz he needs to pay his rental by this coming Tuesday.

Utterly disappointed and upset is all that I can feel.
It totally robbed my mood away.(In addition to the fact that I am really feeling very tired due to yester night)

I was at all times contemplating should I break this news to my parents.
I had thought of just taking $1200 of my own and send it to him,once and for all!

A furious (and tired) stage of dilemma locked me to mute mode and a world of my own again.
(And I am so sorry for the poor guy beside me and poor Daniel who got no smile from me when we saw each other.)

I guess many people looked upon me as someone mature for my age.

Gimme a reason why I shouldnt and how can I not?

I showed my younger brother the msg and he claimed he received it too and had long shown it to mum.
(sigh!)

Now my mum only doesnt want dad to know.

Ok,great.
We are all protectors of one sinful soul!

This shouldnt be it.

I just wanna do more than this!

I am SIMPLY A NO-DOER!


Really...

Disappointed!